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About the Author
In 1994, a curious Lycia fan by the name of Tara Vanflower converged with that band’s creator, Mike VanPortfleet, and brought with her a mental landscape of diverse creativity that would develop and inspire both musicians beyond anything either could have ever expected. Her two solo ventures both solidified her already elite position in a musical pantheon that covers everything from ethereal to goth to ambient noise experimentation.

Tara has also been writing prose and poetry for years, but eventually found it was time to give fans an even more tangible representation of her thoughts with her debut novel, Violent Violet (Publish America). Tara is focused on working with new writing projects and is currently in the process of completing her second novel.
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Ill | Kim Traub


Violent Violet
Tara Vanflower
She dropped down from the table like some bleeding clot falling across the floor in thick swarthy ribbons. She felt the wood grain piercing her palms and knees in slivers, cursing her pink stained flesh for its weakness. She raked her nails at the floor punishing her skin for its weakness.
As the nail bed detached itself she threw her face against the chair. Had she known the pain she’d inflict she may have stopped short of the actual pounding, but she wasn’t very bright at times. She picked herself up from the floor and tugged on the barely attached nail wincing as it tore; she yanked it bleeding and screaming from its soft pink bed. She would sleep and wake and the pain would still be present. Cursed weakness! Water even stung. She felt the cold ceramic now against her dead limbs.
He would surely come again wouldn’t he? Yes, he would come with her screaming death of course he would.
He would surely come again.
“What are you doing, Cecilia?” he asked picking the bloodied woman up from the cracked tiled floor.
“Suffering for God,” she murmured allowing her body to go limp in his strong hands.
“Nonsense! Stop feeling sorry for yourself. You remind me of her.”
The woman’s eyes pierced him shooting from her skull in white hot shards of fury. So much so that he nearly dropped her to the floor. He didn’t know what to say to her. He assumed it was best not to say anything as she was extremely unpredictable.
“Don’t you ever tell me that again,” she said pulling herself from his arms and standing. “You forget who I am, boy!” He looked at her body. She’d clawed herself to ribbons. Linear beads of blood mapped her skin. She almost looked tattooed, like some Maori pattern covered her white skin, textured and smearing.
“Why did you do this to yourself?” he asked wiping his hand across her breasts and placing his fingers in his mouth. Her blood was rich and thick from all the lives she’d taken. He could hear echoes of the dead racing through his veins entrapped in red blood cells there forever.
She pulled his face towards her body. Her fingers gripped his skull causing dull pain at his temples. She would pierce his head like a bowling ball had she not wanted him to fuck her then.
“Don’t ask me silly questions,” she said putting his mouth to her collarbone.
This excerpt comes from Tara Vanflower’s first novel, Violent Violet. Violent Violet is a tale that takes place in a typical rural town in the Midwest filled with good people, rednecks, and maladjusted youths. Violet is a death rock girl in her late teens. Between her friends, some vampires, and a vampire hunter, her life is spiraling out of control.
Violent Violet is available for sale through Publish America